urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx i have no big city dreams. fashionwithagun@hotmail.com i have no big city dreams. 2009-07-05T04:38:58Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:305105 2009-07-05T04:37:53Z 2009-07-05T04:38:58Z i'm getting my tonsils out on july 21st and i am thrilled.<br />my doctor says i will probably have more energy after since i won't be fighting infection. also, he said i might lose fifteen pounds!<br /><br />yay!<br /><br />send cards. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:304752 2009-04-09T01:54:20Z 2009-04-09T01:54:20Z my biological clock is really a time bomb. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:304393 2009-04-06T22:32:18Z 2009-04-09T01:53:24Z i went to see David Sedaris last night with my dad.<br />he was hilarious! <br /><br />i spent two hours in a line waiting for him to sign my book. <br />he yelled at me for not being a taurus.<br />&quot;that's like naming your kid libie (lee-bee) and having her be a capricorn!&quot;<br />i love him! he signed my book, &quot;to taurie, i'm so happy you're alive.&quot; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:304194 2009-03-15T21:10:01Z 2009-03-15T21:10:01Z aren't i worth the effort? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:303197 2008-11-30T04:23:23Z 2008-11-30T04:23:23Z anyone i think i might like, already has someone else on their arm. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:302960 2008-11-23T04:00:21Z 2008-11-23T04:00:21Z i bought a brand new car today. 2009!<br />this is my first new car ever! way more exciting than my first purse...<br />the sales guy was one of my customers at stop and shop, one of the ones i actually like. very rare.<br /><br />ummmmm...<br /><br />i want my brother to come home. now.<br />i want to know if 'he' is thinking about me. <br />i want it to happen again.<br />i want a new phone.<br />i want to move.<br /><br />i have a new car! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:302816 2008-11-19T02:50:35Z 2008-11-19T02:50:35Z my car exploded today. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:302418 2008-11-16T04:55:42Z 2008-11-16T04:55:42Z i need to grow a thicker skin.<br />and a bigger conscience. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:302213 2008-09-14T22:41:31Z 2008-09-14T22:41:31Z i really wish i could speak every language so that i could talk to everyone without any barriers. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:301952 2008-08-23T03:46:42Z 2008-08-23T03:46:42Z if i was a cop, i'd give everyone in my neighborhood a ticket for parking incorrectly. just because i'm so angry. not because it really matters.<br />i am so angry all the time.<br />and i am so lonely.<br /><br />everything has an emotion.<br />windshield wipers are friendly when it is sprinkling, but angry when it pours.<br />sometimes i feel sorry for trees when they have been carved into. they can live with severed limbs, but man, that's gotta hurt.<br /><br />i'm use to getting what i want, but i don't think you're something i should have. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:301777 2008-08-22T04:22:03Z 2008-08-22T04:22:03Z i hit a boy in the face with a telephone today, <br />but i swear it was an accident. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:301401 2008-08-05T11:29:49Z 2008-08-05T11:29:49Z i really don't want to go to school anymore. my four hour class has destroyed my motivation. i have three more days. i should have left by now and i don't even have pants on.<br /><br />maybe it's just hormones, but i am really sick of getting hit on at work.<br /><br />i just want to read and sleep... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:300747 2008-04-30T04:52:22Z 2008-04-30T04:52:22Z don't laugh, but i want to learn to speak hebrew. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:300399 2008-04-27T06:36:07Z 2008-04-27T06:36:07Z i try to sleep, but words pour out my hands.<br />i am a woman scorned. <br />i am a force to be reckoned with.<br /><br />you are not going to win. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:300134 2008-04-26T09:11:12Z 2008-04-26T09:11:12Z birds are so annoying.<br />and does being kept awake by the adrenaline running through your body because you are so enraged signify having an anger problem? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:299731 2008-04-22T18:42:14Z 2008-04-24T02:26:30Z my mom got me an awesome cake.<br />it is teeth, toothpaste, and a toothbrush.<br />i'll put up pictures later.<br /><br />...and i'm still crying. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:299474 2008-04-22T17:00:11Z 2008-04-22T17:00:11Z i have to somehow find a way to not feel absolutely terrible when you ditch out on my graduation tonight... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:299171 2008-04-20T04:29:19Z 2008-04-20T04:29:19Z i am feeling very inspired.<br />this makes me want to drink and get very high. which, by the way, i never do.<br /><br />when i was little, i put a suction cup figure of the witch from the little mermaid up on one of the three windows in my room. i got it from burger king. for the next seven years (or something to that effect) i was too afraid to ever pull up that shade.<br /><br />i am feeling injured. like, really hurt. and confused.<br />i feel too grown up, yet very young.<br /><br />part of me really loves you.<br />unfortunately, most of that part is between my legs. even more unfortunate, however, is the other part. this will make getting over this just that much harder. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:298759 2008-04-16T02:14:50Z 2008-04-16T02:14:50Z did i mention that i'm graduating in <b>one</b> week?! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:298642 2008-04-05T16:45:54Z 2008-04-05T16:45:54Z <p>all four of my wisdom teeth were taken out yesterday.<br />my mom says i should never do drugs because i'm an idiot.<br />apparently on the car ride home i asked, "where are my children?" to which my mother responded, "all ten of them?" and i said, "oh, they're biking!"<br /><br />i also called some people and left weird voice messages:<br />to paul's voice mail i said, "i got my teeth out. i woke up in a different room and i don't remember my doctor. i need someone to take care of me." then you hear my mom in the background saying, "mandie is coming!" then me saying, "but mandie doesn't have a penis." my mom responding, "no sex!" and me again saying, "i'm not!" which sounded more like, "ganot!"<br />all this with gauze in my mouth and i don't remember any of it.<br /><br />so, my face is swollen. i look gross. i'm on drugs. i kept two of my teeth.<br /><br />my grandfathers memorial is on the twelfth if any of you want to support me and my family i will tell you where it is. it's at eleven am. there will be food. my brother is coming home, which is possibly the only good thing to come out of this.</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:298295 2008-04-03T14:53:42Z 2008-04-03T14:54:36Z my grandfather died this morning. <br />he was ninety-two and married to my grandmother for seventy-one years. <br /><br />i can't imagine how bad she misses him.&nbsp;<br />&nbsp; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:297736 2008-02-01T19:46:05Z 2008-02-01T19:47:24Z <p align="left">there is something really sexy about a boy who knows all the words in star wars, by heart. and can do the voices...</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:297465 2007-12-16T17:55:32Z 2007-12-16T17:56:54Z <p>i have a four page paper, visual, and oral presentation on forensic dentistry due tomorrow. i haven't started yet, and i don't even know how to!!!!<br />three test grades...</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:296808 2007-10-18T23:43:08Z 2007-10-18T23:43:08Z i think i have adult ADHD. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lostsilencexxx:296608 2007-10-14T03:32:30Z 2007-10-14T03:32:30Z dear everybody,<br /><br />go on birth control.<br /><br />sincerely,<br />taurie.